I can find where I belong... and I'll find it in a song.-

Is the heart that I gave, the dreams that I made with someone who don't care.
The times that I wasted, the feelings I chased that led me to nowhere.
The sleepless nights, the drag-on fights, the silence always won.
 The tears that I cried, the breaking inside, the loneliness to come.

Well, it's alright, is this goodbye, it won't hurt me for too long, I'll be fine on my own.
 It'll take some time, but I know that I can find where I belong, and I'll find it in a song.

The songs about freedom searching for new love, how ignorance is bliss.
Knowing I'm not the only fool who's been hurt just like this.
Songs about making honest mistakes and heartaches I've gone through
Yeah, then I'll forgive, I won't have to forget all the good things about you.

It's alright, it's goodbye, it won't hurt me for too long, I'll be fine on my own.
 It'll take some time, but I know that I can find where I belong, and I'll find it in a song.

Well, I'm sure if I had the chance to go back I'd change more than I should.
But know that I can't is helping my chances of moving on for good.
I'm not saying there won't be too many lonely nights.
But the songs I choose getting over you help me make it out alive.~

Nunca supe como A M A R .~

Cuando era una joven, lucia tan preciosa, pero ahora que he crecido es cómo una bendición.
No puedo tener a un hombre mirándome por más de 5 minutos sin sentirme insegura
Nunca me doy crédito así que cuando crecí es como si volviera 10 veces en el tiempo.
Ahora estoy sentada aquí, en este maldito rincón, buscando ente mis pensamientos y mirando por sobre el hombro.
Tuve cientos de momentos que no duraron para siempre y ahora estoy en un rincón tratando de ponerlos juntos.
Solo quiero que sepas que merezco lo mejor, soy hermosa... Y quiero que sepas que estoy lejos de lo usual
Nunca supe como amar.- 

I'm tired of being A L O N E.~


I've been thinking about forever, but sometimes forever is such a long time, and I'm scared you may break my heart. Actually, you break my heart every single day, when I think that I want you so bad and you still don't feel that way.-